A peak into the mind of a boredom no one should have to bare.Inlisting the senses and aspirations of one hopless heartache and dwindling the mire spirit of what was once flesh and bone.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Imports

Spiderboy

It's a cut out Rocky Dennis Mask

le vilain petit canard de Macao sur l'Hérault et le papé de Canet.


En cas d'épidémie de grippe A H1N1, vous pouvez vous munir de ce masque
pour vous en préserver.

Ce masque est compatible avec le port de lunettes correctrices.

A noter toutefois une recommandation importante : *préférer un masque
neuf* n'ayant jamais servi de préférence, son port en sera facilité et
n'entraînera aucune gêne au porteur que vous êtes.

C'étaient les conseils du jour de l'équipe EPI (Equipement de Protection Individuelle).

Travailler en sécurité, c'est préserver sa santé.

You know me i hate everyone

this is the first day of my last days
i built it up now i take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far
no need for me to stay the last thing left i just threw it away
i put my faith in god and my trust in you
now there's nothing more fucked up i could do
wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you
i'm the one without a soul i'm the one with this big fucking hole
no new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell
gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck
don't think you're having all the fun
you know me i hate everyone
wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you
i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to
Wish By Trent Reznor
I grew up to feel this way
Hard line Bad luck Fist fuck
Dont think your having all the fun.

So

I am convinced that no one but yours truely sees this crap that i type,bleed,and pour out on this blog.Once again i am left with myself to convince that i am making a differance in anybodys life other than my own.Or that i am living the path to rightousness. As always everything in my life is just as it seems,crap.I would like to say that i was mad at the outcome of this but im not.Who would care anyways? I am guilty of the same thing no one reads anymore i mean come on how much did you voluntary read this week? Yea i thought so.Maybe the movie Idiocracy is prophetic. I dont know,i do know i dont read enough and i am a sad strange little man.

All Alone

A wise man once said"Better to feel the piecre of a sword than the steady pain of hunger".Well i say a lonely man is a dead man. For what is a man if no other pays him no mind?Is it not a hunger of the heart to love or be loved?Does this starvation count as an emotional death of sorts?I think i am a poor candidate for this asumption as i am bias for bieng spoiled as a child.If some one is outthere will you let me know?
No you wont.

More Lyrics

How you figure in the scheme of things to be?
You thought you were Jesus
But you find out you're the anti-Christ
You were born so you get another chance
A chance to die and to get off this planet
You're in the thick of it all

You struggle?
Hope you laugh!
You thought you'd never know
You feel?
And that's the only thing you can depend on
I'll try praying if it'll move my friends
The dead are living in your blood, with a little poison
You're in the thick of it all

I fell again, still I'm so excited
Anyway don't you love surprises!
You get to keep your heart and that I know
I give mine time and it comes back to me
We're in the thick of it all (thick of it all)
Thick of it all By Perry Ferral

Why not be the hero

Yesterday morning I went

Out for a cup of coffee

I shaved

Then I combed my hair

A man who didn't know me

Said something to my back

I stopped to turn around and face it

That is why

I pack my .25

Where nobody knows

Right above my boot

It's the law

No one there to serve you

Why not be the hero?

Why not be your own?



Swear I'll kill you!

Swear that I'll kill you

The law-it's the law

Every man out on the street knows

Swear that I'll kill you



I dreamt all day yesterday

How I might make a man feel

With a gun up to his face

He'd show respect to me

"I don't care whet you're thinking

I'll wipe that thought away"

i had such a good reply to this post and why i posted it and what it meant to me.I lost it in a pee.i said it to myself while i went and lost it on the walk back.Thank you marijauna.

I think it was something about Consciences and the ability to shove a gun in someone's mouth and make them understand how they wronged you. Without Conscience it would feel like we would be invincible and unfeeling to the sorrow a murder would bring to the loved ones of the victim,or the consequences it would bring.I see all the time on first 48 the criminals "murderers" don't even realize that what they did was wrong until they are caught and are facing the consequences.Its not sick or wrong to want to kill someone that wronged you.Its human nature to seek revenge.Eye for an eye and such but the idea of murder is wrong on so many levels that it is hard to contemplate ,by the normal man such as i anyway.But oh would it be nice to posess the power it would bring to hold in your hand the fate of your enemy or any man for that matter.Im so glad that i am alone in thinking of being vengeful.Im sure that i was the only one in human history.You know it is nice to have a Conscience and morals.The ability to understand right from wrong and to know the value of a human life is far greater the any wrong doing.

Saturday, August 22, 2009